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Ever since I was a little boy there was something about a woman's knee high boots that made me feel a certain way. Something terribly insecure, vulnerable and inadequate. Somehow in the logic of a little boy's mind the fact that a woman's shoe rose up to her knee was like a threat to my own self-worth. It was as if the top of a woman's boot represented her actual foot and she was putting it in my face as an insulting gesture. They made me feel incredibly inferior.

As a little boy I was extremely insecure in general. I was a small kid, with little self-confidence and was very lonely and I felt enormous shame about how I felt about boots. The resulting emotions caused me to be very turned on by boots.

These were the emotions I grew up with when I saw a pair of boots and I carried the shame about how I felt through early adulthood. The shame was isolating. It was my darkest secret and I never dared telling anyone about it. Yet, it was woven into the fabric of my being. A few years ago I started to going to fetish clubs and I was allowed to kiss woman's boots at these clubs. I had never felt more alive in my life. It was like living in a dream...